day 05/21
I saw him on Monday and yup I feel the same. The only good thing of seeing him was that we hugged for a long time that’s all I needed. I didn’t even talk to him and neither did he. The silence didn’t bother me because all I needed was a hug.
We might not ever see each other again or talk to each other but I think I’ll be fine. I hope I am.
He will be going to Austin tomorrow and I’m super happy for him because he deserves it. I wanted to go but now I’m doubting myself. I don’t need to go but something tells me I do. My mind is going crazy.
Anyways…….I like not making sense that’s just me.
